Monday, April 02, 2007
hahahaha... jUst sO yOu knOw, i aLreadY mOved...http://scarlet-burned.blogspot.comthere..
whoooooped @ Monday, April 02, 2007
Monday, July 24, 2006
yEs... anD i aM misunDerstOOd aGain... i saiD tHat i jUst waNted to danCe witH mY besTfRiend to daNce witH me fiRst anD tHen tHe otHer wouLd taKe my haNd fROm hiM... i tHink tHat's romaNtic... bUt i aM misuNderStooD... i guEss i wiLL be miSunDerstOOd foRever... anD my besTfriEnd is maD witH me pa yaTa... juSt becaUse he anD e0 beLieVed tHat i didN't do tHeir paCt...! BUT I DID!!! sapiLitaN nGa LaNg...BuT i stiLL diD it..! anG masaMa eh paG hNdi ko gnWa... anYwaY, i LoSt mYseLf aGain... i am beiNg bLamed wHen i diD notHing... i wisH i juSt sLept in j-Mie's hOuse... i aM fruStraTed tHat mY pareNts doEs noT acCept thaT i haVe aLready gRown-up... anD i tHink tHis is moSt stupiD...
whoooooped @ Monday, July 24, 2006
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
The universe is indeed a huge entity. Every being is a dust in inferiority to it. Although no matter how big it is, the changes in it were very much noticed-a proof of life’s changes, a proof that each and every state of our lives varies to how we respond. Life has its own ups and downs, wins and losses, even bliss and intense grief. This is a factual statement and why I don’t can’t accept this is a mystery in the world. I know for myself that things aren’t created to be perfect. I just don’t know how to learn to accept it. I am a slight perfectionist. I want things going my usual way. And now, I’m failing my differential calculus... I learned something.. No.. actually, a lot.. I even came to the point of wishing that if I can’t pass, then everyone else should fail! For an instance, I’m getting mad with a professor who failed up RJ in Computer Studies. RJ is very good in CS, and thinking that he’ll also fail in differential calculus depresses me a lot.. I’m a kind of person who seldom accept defeat.. and this is way too much bothering.. Haha..Ü I already even developed a certain hate for differential calculus passers... but it's okay... I've got a passing weighted average of 2.60... I've got 2.50 in CS100, 1.75 in CS100L, 1.75 in ENG101, 2.00 in RZL101, 1.75 in PE103, 2.00 in SS103 and a wonderful 1.00 in NSTP103..!! hahahahah.Ü Wonderful even if i got a 5.00 in defferential calculus...!
whoooooped @ Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Okay... so that's it... no one really understands me... They never knew my feelings... Everything seems to fall beneath the grief that's shattering me. Never did I want anyone to get distressed because of me... But it can't happen. It can never happen. Everything just seems to get darker and darker each day. The nerve that tickles me had already gone at this moment. I want my happiness back. I just can't accept the fact that it will never be back. Everyone tells me 'Ssheda musni verom...' And it kills me... Avira boia uste... No one wanted to accompany me anyway. And I don't understand why this simple thing can not be given to me. A piece of my simple dreams... cannot be given forbidden to me... I wish uste sshuda. But I'm not...
I don't understand why people had guts to hurt other people. Friends remain secretive to their friends. This is stupid... Why should they call themselves friends if they don't trust the closest persons to them? This is in the verge of the totality of ignorance, negligence, and absolute stupidity. They wouldn't admit their mistakes when they choose want to be wrong. And what's worse is they do not have any remedy to right this wrong thingy. Hah! I thought she was smart. And now, I see her will to be wrong! She wishes to go on with a stupid *some text missing* when she knew she would suffer the consequences?! And she calls herself a true friend? LOVE REALLY DOES WONDERS... =s
whoooooped @ Tuesday, March 14, 2006
i'm not doiNg anY bettEr now... it's reaLLy tiRing... pGod na 'ko maGing maPuan... i haTe mySeLf... i'M goiNg to faiL my diFFerentiaL caLcuLus whEn i'M gooD at iT... it's jUsT mY proFessor waNted me to coMe up to hEr LeVeL, noT sHe comiNg to miNe... sHe's oNe gooD proFessor, tHough... a vErY gooD oNe... masiYado LnG tLganG mRming mambaGsak... aNd i can't taKe muCh anytHing oF it... iT reaLLy puLLs tHe heLL ouTTa me... sHe is kinD, but prevateS to bE kinDa brutally sarcasTic at tiMes... in faCt, in hEr inteLLigence foR maTh, sHe can be consiDereD as a goDDess in gErmanY...! hMMff..! i waNted to cRy... bUt i don'T wanT peopLe to tHink tHat i'M weaK... tHat onLy my sTudies wouLd briNg me my greaT faLL... enoUgh abouT tHat...
oH gReat..! i haVen't attEnded sHeena's deBut... anD i haTe it... sHe wAs tHe firSt onE whO aRRived in my birtHday, and i haVen't aRRived at hErs...! hMMff...! my mOm caN't see tHat i'm 18!! and it'S kiLLing mE...! sHe getS moRe fuRioUs eaCh aNd eveRydaY..! LooK, sHe nEver wanTed me ouTTa tHis houSe tHis daYs!! arrGggHH! and inaway nia pa si paPa kaniNa... haHa... LauGh it oFF... sHe migHt've been jUst gettiNg oLder... heHe..Ü
whoooooped @ Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
okay...so I'm reaLLy gonna faiL my caLcuLus... anD it's haRd to acCept it, espeCiaLLy for soMeone whO hasn't faiLed yet... imaGine... a 5.00!!! oH gReaT... it's reaLLy kiLLing me... wHy do i haVe to bE unDer ma'm saBino??? weLL, at LeaSt i paSSed up p.e.... hihi... nanganganib din ako dun... anD isa ko pang nanganganiB na subJect is cSLec... pasHnea... nka2baNas na 2...! nagHiHiraP na anG buHay ko...! AVIRA BOIA USTE!!! i'm tired...! i'm aLready traUmatiZed by these tHings...!
whoooooped @ Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Saturday, January 14, 2006
heLLo.. mi baCk.. cuTe joKe i goT... haHa...
whoooooped @ Saturday, January 14, 2006
Friday, January 13, 2006
eniWei.. my birtHday seems to coMe to faSt... seeMs tHat yesTerday is juSt JuNe anD now, it's jAnuary... so... I NEEDED A COMPUTER BADLY!!! It's giVin me a haRd tiMe to bLog up mY thouGhts anD pRoduce comPuteriZed assiGnmentS!! hwaaH!!! ='( Ms SaBino is tRuLy sCary... LooKs LiKE aNytiMe she'S goiN to eAt me... cReePy.. sO we hAve a qUiz on weDnesDay... aNd stiLL 3 peNding reActioN papErs of Ms paNtoJa foR riZaL woRks... aNd i diDn't gEt to puSh oUt my inSighs fOr tHe deBate iN engLisH!!! waaaHHH... i'M giVing too muCh attEntion on caLcuLus... Ms Sabino wouLdn't paSS me unLess i sHow hEr i'm gOOd anD i'm LeArniNg... oH mi GaWd... eLp.. =( weLL i'M LeArning thOugh, bUt my bRain iSn't fUnctioNing weLL.. tHese paSt feW days, i kiNda gEt wEird and tuLaLa akO for soMetiMe... waaHh... waT's haPPeniNg?? maYbe foCused too mucH on caLcuLus tHat i'm geTTing tHe inFinity oUtta myseLf... waaH... caLcuLus sureLy traUmatiZed me...
whoooooped @ Friday, January 13, 2006
